dead end

You are who you are. No one can dictate your needs, not even yourself.. You can't find someone you want to spend all your time with, or someone you want more than anything, and that someone to also be spontaneously fantastically what you need, at that point in time, with who you are at that moment. That's why they say, 'it didn't work out,' not 'we didn't work out'.. It's because despite the effort from you, or from him - or if you're lucky, from the both of you - what you want is not always what you need..

see right through

In your lifetime you will wonder whatever made you say what you just said to someone you barely know, and you'll utter words you're not supposed to say to someone you love... You'll learn to breathe deeply, so u can either shout louder or calm your senses.. You'll love yourself the way no one else can, not even your mother, and you'll curse yourself for something you do habitually. You'll think yourself ugly even when someone tells you you're amazing, and you'll hate someone for saying the truth.. You'll lie and you'll curse and you'll cheat and be frustrated about everything and you'll do things you didn't think you'd do, but you'll also learn to have faith, and to pray, to forgive yourself, and to be curious about everything again, and when something bad happens, you'll find yourself wondering what was it that you're supposed to learn...